Well, the time that I have been dreading and that seemed so far in the future that it would never occur is upon us: my return to work. I am sad and anxious, and also worried that I will be gone so much she will not like me the best anymore. I am assured by all that she will always love her Mommy the most, but I am convinced she is going to feel abandoned. In actuality I know it will be harder on me than it is on her and that makes me feel better...a little.
The last 12 weeks have been the best of my life and I am going to cherish this summer forever. It was truly a wonderful experience to spend every morning waking up to her cries (even when I was so tired I could cry!) and then spend the day with her and usually with Erik, our new little family figuring each other out. And while I am sad to see time slip away so quickly, I realize it was necessary to take our bambina from this little bundle...
...to this big girl.
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